He wants to catch her eye
even just for a little while
She's been looking for his eyes
to gaze at them one more time
He hopes to hold her hand
comfortably not letting go
She had held his hand
for a fleeting moment, once
He loves her too much
to just give up
She loves him enough
to move on...
to see him happy
with her...
She is not her
by heart, she knew
She will never be
ever.
I read your reply for over five times.
You said sorry thrice.
It's enough for the wise.
Don't worry, I expected this already...
my lowly demise.
I just can't "can't entertain it".
It's a little too late for that, don't you think?
Never asked you to "mirror the same".
Just wanna let you know,
it's my heart I can no longer tame.
Please don't try to comfort me with shit
I know you will and I'm running out of wit
"I've crossed a line that I know not fit"
God knows how hard I tried,
It's "messed up", can't relax and sit
Enough with sorries,
No need for sugar-coated cherries
It was tough, at cliff's edge of falling
My mind agreed, this one
I dreamt about him last night
I don't remember exactly
but that whole time
I knew
He was mine
I wrote him in my lines
I remember every rhyme
but that whole time
I knew
He was never meant as mine
So, I let my guard down
Walls reduced to rubble
No whys - I have fallen
I accept my defeat
I accept the fact
I am not made of rock
It is funny
and it is just sad
How one single person can do
Make you feel ecstatic
and after an instant, erratic
without meaning to
without even knowing...
Spontaneously -- feelings become words, words become lines, lines become a meaningfully senseless set. Exhausting plot. 'I just want you to be happy' level of mediocrity.
It has been more or less twelve months since the battle dawned -- with confusion, with doubt, with denial, with WTH-this-is. Here are the sets of words I've extracted from the all-too-fami
I kinda,
sorta,
maybe,
quite possibly
think of you everyday
and that's most likely
one-sided.
I kinda,
sorta,
maybe,
quite possibly
miss you more than ever
and that's most likely
one-sided.
I kinda,
sorta,
maybe,
quite possibly
eager to see your smile
and that's most likely
one-sided.
I kinda,
sorta,
maybe,
quite possibly
badly want to hear your voice
and that's most likely
one-sided.
I kinda,
sorta,
maybe,
quite possibly
like you a lot more than I had originally planned
and that's most likely
one-sided.
I kinda,
sorta,
maybe,
quite possibly
playing it cool as if not bothered at all
while you don't care even just a litt
Your reason to smile
Someone you'll walk a mile
The hand you like to hold
The warm hug when you're cold
Your wondrous drug that makes all fine
Someone you'll write tons of line
The strength when you feel weak
The soothing care when you're sick
Your happy thoughts all day
Someone who takes your breath away
The sleeping pill you need to snooze
The good 'ole groggy feeling even with no booze
Your "Let's get fat together"
Someone who inspire you to be better
The boost when you're down
The silly comedienne so you won't frown
Your sunshine after a hard rain
Someone who'll wipe out the pain
The courage to face your fears
The hanky to dry your tears
Standing
on irregular pieces
of broken glass
Waiting
for deafening dullness
to slowly pass
Looking
through blurred reflection
of unpainted stains
Searching
for scattered perfection
which wreckedly remains
Reminiscing
every deep sillage
of damning illusion
Tiptoeing
on each sharp edge
with meticulous caution
Recalling
the numbing ache,
agonizingly tolerated
Running
away from the cold, dark wake
with blind gaze shifted
Ignoring
the cynical view
without further debate
Recognizing
the best-laid cue,
never too late
Dodging
a worthy fight
which cripples
Yielding
to what is right,
not impulse
Holding
on with firm grip
to silverlined hope
Believin
That one time
when you held my hand
That one time
when you whispered "I can't"
That one time
when I tried not to understand
That one time
when you leaned over and...
It happened,
we crossed the line.
That one time
a vague moment of almost bliss
That one time
a subtle expression that I may miss
That one time
a head-on collision of mind & heart
That one time
a part of you I carry now that we're apart
It happened,
we've just crossed the line.
That one time
has effortlessly budged reason
That one time
has totally misplaced my hesitation
That one time
has been etched in my memory
That one time
has not been outlined sharply
It happened,
we hav