ladyruikai

He wants to catch her eye      even just for a little while She's been looking for his eyes      to gaze at them one more time He hopes to hold her hand       comfortably not letting go She had held his hand       for a fleeting moment, once He loves her too much      to just give up She loves him enough      to move on...           to see him happy                with her... She is not her      by heart, she knew She will never be ever.

I read your reply for over five times. You said sorry thrice. It's enough for the wise. Don't worry, I expected this already... my lowly demise. I just can't "can't entertain it". It's a little too late for that, don't you think? Never asked you to "mirror the same". Just wanna let you know, it's my heart I can no longer tame. Please don't try to comfort me with shit I know you will and I'm running out of wit "I've crossed a line that I know not fit" God knows how hard I tried, It's "messed up", can't relax and sit Enough with sorries, No need for sugar-coated cherries It was tough, at cliff's edge of falling My mind agreed, this one

So, I let my guard down Walls reduced to rubble No whys - I have fallen I accept my defeat I accept the fact I am not made of rock It is funny and it is just sad How one single person can do Make you feel ecstatic and after an instant, erratic without meaning to without even knowing... Spontaneously -- feelings become words, words become lines, lines become a meaningfully senseless set. Exhausting plot. 'I just want you to be happy' level of mediocrity. It has been more or less twelve months since the battle dawned -- with confusion, with doubt, with denial, with WTH-this-is. Here are the sets of words I've extracted from the all-too-fami

I dreamt about him last night I don't remember exactly        but that whole time            I knew                He was mine I wrote him in my lines I remember every rhyme        but that whole time            I knew                He was never meant as mine

I kinda, sorta, maybe, quite possibly think of you everyday and that's most likely one-sided. I kinda, sorta, maybe, quite possibly miss you more than ever and that's most likely one-sided. I kinda, sorta, maybe, quite possibly eager to see your smile and that's most likely one-sided. I kinda, sorta, maybe, quite possibly badly want to hear your voice and that's most likely one-sided. I kinda, sorta, maybe, quite possibly like you a lot more than I had originally planned and that's most likely one-sided. I kinda, sorta, maybe, quite possibly playing it cool as if not bothered at all while you don't care even just a litt

Your reason to smile Someone you'll walk a mile The hand you like to hold The warm hug when you're cold Your wondrous drug that makes all fine Someone you'll write tons of line The strength when you feel weak The soothing care when you're sick Your happy thoughts all day Someone who takes your breath away The sleeping pill you need to snooze The good 'ole groggy feeling even with no booze Your "Let's get fat together" Someone who inspire you to be better The boost when you're down The silly comedienne so you won't frown Your sunshine after a hard rain Someone who'll wipe out the pain The courage to face your fears The hanky to dry your tears

Standing on irregular pieces of broken glass Waiting for deafening dullness to slowly pass Looking through blurred reflection of unpainted stains Searching for scattered perfection which wreckedly remains Reminiscing every deep sillage of damning illusion Tiptoeing on each sharp edge with meticulous caution Recalling the numbing ache, agonizingly tolerated Running away from the cold, dark wake with blind gaze shifted Ignoring the cynical view without further debate Recognizing the best-laid cue, never too late Dodging a worthy fight which cripples Yielding to what is right, not impulse Holding on with firm grip to silverlined hope Believin

That one time when you held my hand That one time when you whispered "I can't" That one time when I tried not to understand That one time when you leaned over and... It happened, we crossed the line. That one time a vague moment of almost bliss That one time a subtle expression that I may miss That one time a head-on collision of mind & heart That one time a part of you I carry now that we're apart It happened, we've just crossed the line. That one time has effortlessly budged reason That one time has totally misplaced my hesitation That one time has been etched in my memory That one time has not been outlined sharply It happened, we hav